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Ends by desolatedrifter, literature

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Ends

No discernable purpose No discerbable value Cant seem to find a reason In what I see You and I And everything you can Taste or touch Fingertips exposed For the slightest movement The slightest sound Shimmering eyes Stretch the border Wanting relief from your senses Senseless it seems Dont want to feel it anymore But you cant help but feel Do you feel alive? Or can you just lie to yourself? It doesnt matter what we think Or want or believe If you cant believe in Anything that you say or do Stretching fingertips further still Clawing your way out of the web Spun through your eyes Entangling further Until all inside die

Lost by desolatedrifter, literature

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Lost

Remember that time you first fell in love? (Was there ever a first time?) Remember those things we did? Seemed like the right thing to do (Or just the thing to do?) Images frozen in your mind Some good, some bad Some you wish would go away But will be with you always Some you wish could stay forever But they slowly fade with time Remember that time.. ? Or is it lost again? Does it really matter that it is?

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Collision by desolatedrifter, literature

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Collision

A growing ecstasy As you murder me Furthering The distance between Reality and Your world of dreams Hallucinate To recreate Taking in Pull out dead-weight Lightened eyes A lens burned dry Dust torn, winded A lovely feeling Swim down To drown In the sights Of a soundless world This is what You made of it Cant swallow the poison Forcing you to spit Just breathe it in Down You can[t] understand Because you (cant) dream Of you'r[e] Seperate reality

Dreams by desolatedrifter, literature

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Dreams

So worthless Another faceless Still just voiceless Life become tasteless Cant see the reasons Dont want to feel the why To know whats become I still cant justify Not another day They still just go by Just another way Killing time, killing life Ending line, to kill the light Always wanted to be blind Born again, to die another day Another night turning gray Sun setting down on a life I didnt live enough Stars burning over another day That I let pass me by She walks in tune With the bleeding moon And its blinded me again And I lay awake, dreaming still Of what I had, perhaps whats now lost I cant stop thinking on it So

Searching by desolatedrifter, literature

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Searching

I still have yet To figure out The meaning of this Of this life I lead (still trailing behind) If meaning there is Or ever was It doesnt feel that way I'm not sure that it ever did Trying to find meaning Or even happiness In a place where I cant open my eyes Or maybe I just dont want to.. Still I stand Broken shoulders and scarred To the wrist Tied to the fingers Reaching for the lightswitch Finding nothing but Shorted wires And broken glass

Unresolved by desolatedrifter, literature

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Unresolved

Stare at the ground Fall into the sky Blinded by sunlight The dust in your eyes The blood on your face As it left you behind [blind] again Eyes burning It didnt have to end this way ..They say But to know What is [is]? This [?Is this] It is now (K)now That you, [and this] As the pieces of a puzzle Falling out of place Tumble dry FaIling knees Feed the soul Falling into the sky To kiss the ground With cold, dead lips [once] again

Nothing by desolatedrifter, literature

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Nothing

Strobe light trees Burning stars Kaleidoscoping A pause... Kickback, jumpstart Paving the wierd Bodies fall, street covers Cap corners, cop callers Escence of underlying dreams Socialization of the new you This cant be re(a)l Focal static, plastic, manic Razorwire fueling fire Fearsome, falling To burn life [kill life] Inspiration for a new death They dont care what you say All eyes upon, all turn away The beholders singled you out Systematic destruction Now you are nothing

Immortal by desolatedrifter, literature

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Immortal

Letting thoughts Of suicide Get the better of you Admiration for those Who've come and gone Strength on both sides Strength in those who Live it through And strength for those Who take the final plunge Who's to say Who's to choose What's right or wrong What's the best way out How to lead from within (bleed from within) If there's still some doubt Doubt in death that saves you Your doubt in life that kills you Waiting to see what comes next Or go in search, but to find It's all left in doubt

Vertigo Pangs by desolatedrifter, literature

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Vertigo Pangs

The thousand cuts A thousand lives One by one The years we cry It bleeds the same I call your name And still it hurts Falling to the floor But still I wish With you I'd soar Into the sky The fire's eye Another lie Blinding to paralyze A fear of falling A hate for crawling Somewhere in between there lies Your perfect way that I despise Another old day that kills the stars The willing sunrise on brand new scars

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Always Beautiful by desolatedrifter, literature

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Always Beautiful

You'll always be beautiful in my eyes An addiction dirty Unstoppable cruelty Dropping shells World fallout, erase the signs I don't want to know how you got here Do I have the courage to ask why? Death, such a little thing Silver wings glide The moon hiding behind dark clouds White lining, black sunrise I still see your face In all that I survey And if I could want for nothing more (could I?) That you'll always be beautiful in my eyes

Drowning by desolatedrifter, literature

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Drowning

The truth seems to cut Like a razor Life constant Makes it bleed Dont break the ice Drowning in gasoline Your spirit in a cage No fuel to set it free A lesson learned A new scar burned Skin peals Away Your new day Another sunset Lost in thought Turning to stone Drones, vile masses Piles, pills A pool, seep under Can't swim, so you sink Did you come to this place Knowing what you knew Hoping for what you can't Leaving without yourself

The Fallout by desolatedrifter, literature

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The Fallout

Your belief In the human way Continues to bleed A god that doesnt want you Cant help but have you Murdered idols Killing spires A reach for the sky That you cant touch It reaches for you It reaches to fall Fall down on your knees Bended knees for the sky That falls down in your eyes Down on your head A plea for death That reaches for you As it reaches to fall You reach for nothing

Messiah by desolatedrifter, literature

Running by desolatedrifter, literature

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Running

An old friend Until the end The end came too fast You knew this wouldnt last But you didnt want to believe Perceive now What time has wrought And you couldnt save What little was left As it left you cold Barren world unknown To what the future holds A crease in time Your little niche In your ever shrinking world Unfurling wind and rain A bitter taste Of what went before And whats still to come And still you dont believe

Egocentric by desolatedrifter, literature

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Egocentric

Mother help me Holy father, why didnt you save me Your s(u)n has blinded my eyes Deaf to all your willing cries Sold your soul to someone left above Manic emotion, still you feel no love Angels, devils, mortals, a pointless existence Another bubble on the lid of a sleepers eye Tears are falling Open eyes lead to your death Close the portals, trust in nothingness Believe the lie, the lie is everything Its but a truth, the silence sings loud

Untitled by desolatedrifter, literature

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Untitled

I died and left a shell Resigned myself to hell Long ago risen reformed A dying deity from ash reborn Can you have rhyme with the reason? Is the reason just the cause? Justify the pause Your endeavors fall To dust (and dust again) Arise from without Crawl back to within How could you leave me here? Or was it you who asked that.. I left a soul behind But still I havent learned How to just let go It haunts (it hunts) I need, I feel It feeds, I reel Let go Just leave I dont want I dont need Anymore Of you or me Of this

Conformist by desolatedrifter, literature

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Conformist

Conform to nonconformity Being different is just the same old shit You cant see past the cliche youve made For yourself and everyone around you Youre not deaf and dumb, you just wish you were More sympathy from those too blind to see Free thought to free form Another 'rebel' is born Full of scorn, for what you dont understand And for those that dont understand you Life pulls you through, always kicking and screaming Just because freedom doesnt come free Doesnt mean it cant be free Still youre too blinded by the reflections Of the sunrise on the sea To forsee the beauty of a sunset Reflecting back within you

Reasoning by desolatedrifter, literature

Wanting This by desolatedrifter, literature

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Wanting This

Talk is cheap A penny for your thoughts (ego) Inflation, the price tag goes up Speak freely--as long as its what we want to hear I dont want to hear it I dont want to see it I dont want to taste it I dont want to feel it I dont want to feel Anything at all I dont want to know the truth I want to know why you lied I dont want to see the moon I want to know why the sun doesnt rise I dont want to know your love I want to know why you hate I dont want to feel this anymore I want to know how to sedate Feeding yourself Not always self-fulfilling The mind was willing But the soul has died

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Requiem for a Dream, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Mindwalk, Monty Python's The Meaning of Life

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Crossbreed, Velvet Acid Christ, Coil, The Cure, Marilyn Manson, Switched, Neurosis, Nothingface

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desolatedrifter

Jan 13, 2004

Se(a)ms

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seems like so long ago when everything fell apart it walks the same path on a slower scale feet falling faster as the time goes by

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desolatedrifter

Dec 28, 2003

Firsts

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Do I want your seconds? [worth it] (less)

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happy-pill

Mar 9, 2004

YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED! Spread the DA love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, KISS THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss( ) the person who kissed you!
2- You can kiss( ) the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 kiss()!
4- You should kiss( ) in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender kissing,it's a love kiss!
7- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow DA peeps! Everybody should get a kiss !